Endings

last night I met up with the Ex to exchange final stuff and have that conversation...

should we get back together? can it work?

The outcome was no, it won't work

"but maybe I'll get to the point where that would be OK, I would be OK with..." he says

I told him. with sadness and touch of venom in my voice.

" I need to live my life now, not when YOU'LL be OK with certain things, my life is NOW"

he looked a bit shocked. but i think that the clarity I wanted him to have came with it.

I think he may have understood what i meant. As I meant it.